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Thursday, October 05, 2006

Tori, this one's just for you!  Love you girl!   ~ *


Monday, September 11, 2006

We will never forget September 11th

There's an online program on iht.com--a combination of slides and commentaries by people.  As I was watching it a few thoughts came into my head:


-the compassion of the rest of the world as they watched what happened to us;  I've felt this way before, but that compassion was humbling.  It made me think of my lack of concern for what goes on outside my own world on a day-to-day basis.  We're all humans and with different skin colors and cultures aside, we're all the same inside & should know more to share in each others sufferings and be there for one another at the very least in thought & prayer.

-a commenter on that website mentioned earlier said that he learned to never put of until tomorrow what could be done today.  He learned also, not to put travels and visits aside b/c you never know when that place will change. 

-every time I am reminded of September 11th or Katrina or something devastating that's happened to people, my trivial worries seem to fade into the background.  I'm reminded that there are bigger and less self-centered things to be concerned about.  I'm reminded also to be thankful for what I do have.


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

In Life...

Some will criticize you

Some will scorn you for your weakness(es)

Some will doubt you and question your motives for what you do

Some will revel in your sorrow because they know not how to find true happiness and can feel a false sense of power when they put others at a disadvantage

Some of these will be the ones you care about the most...

At first anger and indignance seem only natural at what uncontrollable factors may bring. 

But then,

acknowledging that there are certain factors you just can't control brings a sense of calmness.  I resolve to take advantage and keep close the people and things that encourage me, that believe in me, that give me the benefit of the doubt and distance myself from those that can help but scorn and hurt me--intentionally or unintentionally.  I can pray for them and love them, but it's better to be around those who bring out the best in you.

lastly, it is important not to look down on or judge anyone b/c really who, if all contents of the deepest parts of our hidden thoughts an deeds were spilled out onto a table, who could actually cast the first stone.  Yes, the person I see in front of me may have a weakness that I happen to see at that particular point and time, but that person may be strong in an area where I am not.  Perhaps in some ways, those people who we are so quick to judge on the outside are better than others.  Their weakness, at least, is seen--helplessly, yes, but neverthelss acknowledged.  How many others who have judging eyes have hidden away dark thoughts of the heart that no one will ever see or know. 

I want to be a person...who puts love ahead of doubt and who doesn't think twice about lending a hand because of religion, politics, semantics.  Sure people can judge and say I'll only get hurt, but if any of this will turn people away from life-long bitterness, suicide, or make them a better person in any way--I think that maybe it will have been worth going against the grain.  I have a long way to go to become in this person...but I've seen beauty in love and encouragement and I want to pass it along...


Monday, March 13, 2006

 


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I am certain that my fellow Americans expect that on my induction into the Presidency I will address them with a candor and a decision which the present situation of our people impel. This is preeminently the time to speak the truth, the whole truth, frankly and boldly. Nor need we shrink from honestly facing conditions in our country today. This great Nation will endure as it has endured, will revive and will prosper. So, first of all, let me assert my firm belief that the only thing we have to fear is fear itself—nameless, unreasoning, unjustified terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance. In every dark hour of our national life a leadership of frankness and vigor has met with that understanding and support of the people themselves which is essential to victory. I am convinced that you will again give that support to leadership in these critical days

Yet our distress comes from no failure of substance. We are stricken by no plague of locusts. Compared with the perils which our forefathers conquered because they believed and were not afraid, we have still much to be thankful for.

Happiness lies not in the mere possession of money; it lies in the joy of achievement, in the thrill of creative effort. The joy and moral stimulation of work no longer must be forgotten in the mad chase of evanescent profits. These dark days will be worth all they cost us if they teach us that our true destiny is not to be ministered unto but to minister to ourselves and to our fellow men.

Recognition of the falsity of material wealth as the standard of success goes hand in hand with the abandonment of the false belief that public office and high political position are to be valued only by the standards of pride of place and personal profit; and there must be an end to a conduct in banking and in business which too often has given to a sacred trust the likeness of callous and selfish wrongdoing. Small wonder that confidence languishes, for it thrives only on honesty, on honor, on the sacredness of obligations, on faithful protection, on unselfish performance; without them it cannot live.

Restoration calls, however, not for changes in ethics alone. This Nation asks for action, and action now.

In the field of world policy I would dedicate this Nation to the policy of the good neighbor—the neighbor who resolutely respects himself and, because he does so, respects the rights of others—the neighbor who respects his obligations and respects the sanctity of his agreements in and with a world of neighbors.

If I read the temper of our people correctly, we now realize as we have never realized before our interdependence on each other; that we can not merely take but we must give as well; that if we are to go forward, we must move as a trained and loyal army willing to sacrifice for the good of a common discipline, because without such discipline no progress is made, no leadership becomes effective. We are, I know, ready and willing to submit our lives and property to such discipline, because it makes possible a leadership which aims at a larger good. This I propose to offer, pledging that the larger purposes will bind upon us all as a sacred obligation with a unity of duty hitherto evoked only in time of armed strife.

With this pledge taken, I assume unhesitatingly the leadership of this great army of our people dedicated to a disciplined attack upon our common problems.

For the trust reposed in me I will return the courage and the devotion that befit the time. I can do no less.

We face the arduous days that lie before us in the warm courage of the national unity; with the clear consciousness of seeking old and precious moral values; with the clean satisfaction that comes from the stern performance of duty by old and young alike. We aim at the assurance of a rounded and permanent national life.

In this dedication of a Nation we humbly ask the blessing of God. May He protect each and every one of us. May He guide me in the days to come.

* ~ *
Bits from Franklin D. Roosevelt's 1st inaugural address

 



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